When we are on set, every single day is a challenge, an adventure and a whole stack of problems waiting to be unleashed and solved. You can say, every day is a problem day and you continuously fight to put out fires.
I don’t dare say I have had the experience that I need because every day brings a whole new set of problems waiting for us to learn. This project brings to a different level of experience. Its learning to let go a little but not entirely. Its learning to be patient and nice no matter how fucked the situation is and to whom. Its learning to ALWAYS know what you promised and what you deliver. Its about communicating, all.the. time.
I’ve become an angry person as well… which is not cool. Its affecting me and myself. I’m becoming more snappy and I get irritated so easily which is not good emotionally and psychologically for me. I think I need to go detox myself.
So a holiday is in order. A nice break and a chill period. Just need to get pass this week and it should be okay.